IT SUX Not Having A Best Friend...What Do You Think?

Friends are way too over rated. i dont like having friends cause i always get stabbed in the back and used so i just gave up on friends. i talk to many poeple but no one is really my friend. i sometimes wish i had a best friend. do u live in jersey? cause if so maybe u and i could be bestiies. cause i do get lonely sometimes. friends can be pushy too people try and push their friendship with me too much this one girl says we are best friends. and i hate that cause she is always pushing it. shes like we are so close u are nothing without me. and i hate that cause i actually do better in my life when she isnt around. she makes it sound like i need her in my life. but honestly i dont. i dont depend on anyone to have my back cause sooner or later they are gonna stab a knife in it. im not anti social but i havent found anyone i could trust yet. so until someone really sticks out in a crowd of people who are all the same, or can really get to know who i really am i dont bother trying to find one.